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Jan. 2nd, 2010 | 08:27 pm

Medium: Movie
Fandom: Twilight
Subject: Jacob/Bella
Title: If it Kills Me
Warnings: Nada.
Notes: A lot of Jacob POV. Mostly following movie!Jacob and his relationship with Bella, because I don't like book!Jacob. Though a few songs seem appropriate to come after Eclipse, but we'll pretend that even after Eclipse Jake isn't a douche.

Alright before we go further I will say now that no, I am not a fan of Twilight. It sends the wrong message to girls, and is poorly written. I do however, like the dynamics of Bella x Jacob and am at least entertained by the movies (mostly because of a certain werewolf's abs). Nonetheless, fanmixes are fun to make and I like the pairing. whee.

Shiver; Vitamin String Quartet **
[Instrumental with lyrics taken from the Coldplay song]
But on and on
From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me
I'll be waitin' in line, just to see if you care

Jacob's POV.

Unintended [Acoustic]; Muse **
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Bella's POV.

If it Kills Me (From the Casa Nova Sessions); Jason Mraz **
Why, we go carrying on for hours, on and
We get along much better
Than you and your boyfriend

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

Jacob's POV.

Where Does the Good Go; Tegan & Sara**
look me in the eye and tell me you dont find me attractive
look me in the heart and tell me you wont go
look me in the eye and promise no love is like our love
look me in the heart and unbreak broken it wont happen

Jacob's POV (around Eclipse).

Fresh Feeling; Eels **
You don't have a clue

What it is like
To be next to you

I'm here to tell you

That it is good

That it is true

Old pain is peeling

This is that fresh

That fresh feeling

Bella's POV.

Today; Joshua Radin **
You looked right through me
When there was no one else
I sat beside you and became myself
Today... today

Bella's POV.

In the Water I am Beautiful; City & Colour **
These words might be, too little too late,
And I’m afraid that I have already lost you.

And I will long to hold you in my arms

Jacob's POV.

Hand on Your Heart; Jose Gonzalez **
You know it's one thing to say you love me
but another to mean it from the heart
And if you don't intend to see it through
why did we ever start?
I wanna hear you tell me you don't want my love

Jacob's POV.

Speed of Sound; Chris Bell **
I remember the first time
You said you loved me
I waited all weekend
You never called me

So you find him attractive
So what if he is
You'd like some excitement
You could count his same kiss

So it goes
My love grows
And yours is gone

Jacob's POV.

Just Friends; Jason Reeves **
hey, what did you think I'd say?

you're everything that I ever wanted

and this kind of thing doesn't just come around

every time you go looking for it

I don't wanna be just friends,
I'll never fake it or pretend

and I don't want another girl

cause you're the only one I love..

Jacob's POV.

All Roads Lead Home; Golden State **
Your blood, your fire
Your kiss good night
Your words, and touch
They might be mine
I feel this love
could cross the sand
I want to feel
that way

Bella's POV.

Warning Sign; Coldplay **
A warning sign,
You came back to haunt me and I realized
you were an island and I passed you by,
You were an island to discover.

And I'm tired,
I should not have let you go.

Bella's POV (after Eclipse).

God Moving Over the Face of the Waters; Moby **

More than Anyone; Gavin Degraw **
You need a friend
I'll be around
Don't let this end
Before I see you again
What can I say to convince you
To change your mind of me?

I'm gonna love you more than anyone
I'm gonna hold you closer than before

Jacob's POV.

Run to You; Rocket Summer **
Run to you, I will run, I will run
I will move, right on through all these things I have done.
And you'll take me back, I don't know why.
I wanna say I'll never do it again, but I can't
But I will try.

Turn and look, look out and see.
Do you see me? Cause I think I see you.
I've been some other place.
The wind that I chase it all just leads back to you.
Oh how I miss what you miss, but I will fall time and again.
And I will say, that I'm true to you, but I'm a cheat.
I don't understand.

Bella's POV. After Eclipse

Fix You; Vitamin String Quartet **
[Instrumental with lyrics from the Coldplay song]
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Jacob's POV.

The Wolf; Eddie Vedder

Exogenesis: Symphony Pt 3: Redemption; Muse **
Let's start over again

Why can't we start it over again?

Just let us start it over again

And we’ll be good

This time we’ll get it...

We'll get it right

It's our last chance to forgive ourselves

After Eclipse.

** download zip file (including cover art) here!

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Comments {17}


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from: dream_2me
date: Jan. 5th, 2010 12:04 am (UTC)

Beautiful song choices, very well put together!

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from: sunnyskittlez
date: Jan. 5th, 2010 07:02 am (UTC)

thank you! [:

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from: isora_kazul9
date: Jan. 26th, 2010 08:58 pm (UTC)

City and Colour and Tegan and Sara and...an acoustic Muse. <3 This is just an epic fanmix for a great pairing. Thanks for posting!!!

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from: sunnyskittlez
date: Jan. 26th, 2010 10:29 pm (UTC)

no problem! ^^ I'm glad people appreciate great artists like them! City&Colour is becoming one of my all-time favorites<33

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from: isora_kazul9
date: Jan. 31st, 2010 10:45 pm (UTC)

AH! I'm so so so sorry about the late reply! City and Colour is an obsession of mine - I have a bunch of the acoustic and unreleased stuff. :D

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Oi! Don't diss the sonic!

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from: thedamaged
date: Jan. 26th, 2010 11:50 pm (UTC)

Very nice, downloading.

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from: ronneygirl
date: Jan. 27th, 2010 06:30 am (UTC)

It's nice to see some new songs for this ship! Thanks for all the hard work!!

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from: borntobewild13
date: Jan. 27th, 2010 07:39 am (UTC)

great choices!!

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from: darkest_vision
date: Jan. 31st, 2010 07:58 am (UTC)

Looks awesome. Thanks so much!

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from: tricki_nicki
date: Jan. 31st, 2010 11:09 pm (UTC)

Lovely song choices, and of course I'm going to like any mix that focuses on Jacob. :D Thanks for sharing!

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from: marjorie16
date: May. 1st, 2011 03:16 pm (UTC)

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